a little love

bored

2010-03-26T01:47:00.000-07:00

someone get me a dog!.
lol.

random

St James!!!!

2010-03-19T03:30:00.000-07:00

Omfg...
its like a clubbing week!!!!
st James was so fun!
techno.
RnB.
Tecktonik.
and all those funny funny music.
hahas.
should i
or
should i not??
go to tomorrow's event
hahahas
then i will be some crazy person
going to club like its my house
:p
hahas.

Hope my Beloved Sister
Enjoyed Derh Club.
^^

Zirca...

2010-03-17T19:55:00.000-07:00

zirca was so fun!!!!!!!
i almost got bonce out.
but still...
i went in.
^^
it was very crowded.
but there were guys..
school friends...
good friends...
and music...
lalalas.
had loads of fun there.
waiting for next event...

18 march @ stjames power station
20 march @ club seven

my beloved claudia.

2010-03-09T06:49:00.000-08:00

exubereant: filled with or characterized by lively energy and excitement.

intrepid: fearless

cynical: distrustful of human sincerity

coy: pretending to be shy to gain attention but is offen regarded as irritating by others.

haughty: someone how is very proud and looks down on others.

fervent: passionate and eager.

eccentric: slightly strange.

irate: feeling or characterized by great anger.

flamboyant: tending to attract attention because of their exuberance,confidence and stylishness.

congregated: gather into a crowd or mass.

(CLAUDIA.... learn this words ba... hahahahahas.^^ i love you.)

hatred

2010-03-04T22:28:00.001-08:00

jealousy becomes hatred and then vengeance comes.

lost once again.

2010-03-04T22:04:00.001-08:00

i thought you told me you will never break with me?

i thought you said you would love me forever?

i thought our love was immutable..

but i guess i was wrong.

nothing in this world is immutable!

never was i in a relationship.

i think i was meant to wonder around

alone.

i jus wanna die now.

jus this second,

i wish my heart would jus stop.

let me die.

let me die without feeling derh pain.

derh pain which always felt.

fucked up

2010-02-24T18:54:00.000-08:00

if you guys fucking not wan me there...
jus fucking tell me..
don suddenly ask me go somewhere...
and a few mins ltr
say i don have to come..
cos it really piss me off...

lost derh chance. lost derh trust.

2010-02-21T22:15:00.001-08:00

i was given a chance. i was trusted once more.

but, i lost derh chance.

and derh trust that was given

maybe i was never meant to be trusted.

and given another chance.

i jus need one more chance.

one more time to get back

derh trust i used to have

from you.

i really need you with me.

i really need derh love we had

for each other.

why dont everyboody give me one more chance??

2010-02-17T09:41:00.000-08:00

my heart is breaking.

like... WTF?!?!?!

2010-02-17T09:10:00.000-08:00

it was a perfect moment.... until it became dark. everything change...
my luck, my wish, my happiness and everything i hope will come true.
it was a perfect dream. and derh nightmare started.
i really regrated.
i never wish i was born.
i never wish i had you.

perfect moments, shattered into pieces.
perfect dreams, became a nightmare.

I REGRAT

is this true?

2010-02-11T05:33:00.000-08:00

i have not forgotten my beloved piggy... i'm sorry for all i have done.. give me one last chance.

derh cuts that hurts

2010-02-10T06:59:00.000-08:00

i know i hurt you so much.

but i really do wan you with me.

i wan derh lve we use to have.

i miss you so much.

i wan you to be with me

give me one last chance

and i will promise

to never break your heart once again.

pls i am begging you.

waiting in deep pain

2010-02-09T23:10:00.000-08:00

no matter whad happen...

i will still wait for you.

i really do love you.

and i really wan to be with you.

forever and ever.

i really hope you can forgive me.

cos i feel..

you are derh one i love from derh

bottom of my heart.

WHY

2010-02-07T05:52:00.000-08:00

baby boi,
i really do love you.
and
i really wan you in my life.
i waited for you.
and i did things i am not suppose to do
i really regrat everything.
i really do.
pls forgive me.
i really cannot live without you.
you really stole my heart
and derh love i had for you is true.
i really wan you back in my life
you jus broke my tender heart.
pierce it millions of times.
and left it bleeding.
not helping me to dress it
but leaving me without
giving me any signal.
you really left me hanging.
left me in pain.
i really nid another chance,
another time which i can show you,
you can trust me once more.
and i am derh girl that love you from derh bottom of derh heart
i love you,
i miss you,
i need you,
i want you,
where are you?
why isit like this?
begging you for one last chance.
jus one last chance.
and i can show you derh love i have for you.
PLS.

i really need you in my heart, to support me, to be mine forever.

i wan you to be by my sis forever

2010-02-07T03:01:00.000-08:00

charmaine,

no matter whad stat you are in...

whad you do to yourself...

and who you become...

i really hope that i can lend you a shoulder

to cry on...

a listening ear

for you to tell me whad's going on.

i wan us to be sister's

forever...

cos i never wanna lose you.

never wanna see you hurt yourself.

i wan you to tell me how you feel

changes

2010-02-03T05:48:00.000-08:00

we can never stop this world from changing...

can never stop derh time from moving faster nor slower.

we should treasure whad we have in this world and move on.

never giving up hope.

jus give it time and time will past.

i'm sorry i cant help

2010-01-30T08:48:00.000-08:00

Charmaine....

things around us is not immutable...

things change...

flowers whitter...

tree dies..

ppl dies(eventually..).

so pls don cry over spilled milk. its not like

we can turn back derh hands of time..

make derh things we wan come back..

if things can be change...

(which everbody hopes it can...)

i would really wish we could have a perfect family...

get back my beloved boyfriend...

and,

for you to be happy with a bright smile

on you beautiful face.

always your beloved sister.

be strong. i love you

BORING!@#$%^&

2010-01-27T08:00:00.000-08:00

OMFG~~~~
school is so boring...
catch no balls in class....

have friends...
but i feel that they are not derh right frens...
so bored...

HELP ME..........
i cannot survive in this class anymore...
its killing me......
arghhhhhhhhhhh

swt sister of mine.

2010-01-20T22:42:00.000-08:00

hehe. Charmaine Khuah JiaQi.... thanks for derh mango and derh dumplings. wahahas. i like derh black pepper dumpling. taste nice. yumyum. next time buy more hor. hahaas.

going to study lerh. byebye. going to take a warm bath
(baby, i miss you so much)

don go away

2010-01-10T07:04:00.000-08:00

Look in to your eyes, there's nothing to hide
and you're no longer mine.
How could i survive, when you said goodbye
Why do bird's still fly up high?
I can't stop derh tears from falling
We use to be so fine,
when you walk into my life.
I tried to reach out for you,
jus to be with you.
My heart is breaking,
don go away.
Baby don't you know i miss you so.
don go away before.
I've nvr been on my own

school..

2010-01-06T17:30:00.000-08:00

omg. i feel so weird in class. everybody is younger then me. i wish something great could happen. and one of my fren would appear in my class... so alone.. so empty

iie miss euu

2009-12-27T13:00:00.000-08:00

baby. iie still miss euu so much. iie haven even recieve any of your letters. days has pass. then weeks. now months. why am iie waiting so long for your letter to come?? even caiyan have recieve teckliangs letter. i haven recieve yours for so long. i am waiting like an idiot. i miss you so much. i wan you to come back in to my life.

i miss you like hell. baby, i wish you could be with me now

why

2009-12-22T12:57:00.000-08:00

why do perfect things have torn?? even you heart is wrap by sharp torn. every time i make a wrong move i will hurt myself.it feels so painful. nobody is helping me to dress my wound...no one helping me up from my accidental fall. i wish a mircle would happen. giving me whad i wan. helping me up from my fall. and saving me from another fall.

so sick

2009-12-22T01:39:00.000-08:00

was out derh whole day yesterday. cab to serangoon, went to look for simin and frens. enjoyed for a while. and soon simin went off to her family dinner. i stayed a little longer. and they wanted to go to a near by lan shop when it started to rain. we then cab over to upper serangoon. they played lan for awhile. for me. i stoned at derh lan shop. my head started to spin. so i wanted to take a rest....

soon after i rest... larry and his frens came. and told me that they were opposite derh shopping center. it was still raining so heavily. but i still went up derh bike. and they took off. i was shaking like some idiot. it was freezing. had fun. and now. sick from derh heavy rain.

waiting for you to come and take care of me. broken inside.

whad am i toohh do?

2009-12-21T07:38:00.000-08:00

have been waiting. have been trying. but nvr was i right. nvr was i able to do whad you guys ask me to do. trying so hard yet nobody knows. giving up hope. but everyone is asking me nvr to give up. everyone is asking me to go on.

how am i to go on without you? trying my best to forget about derh past and to move on, but everything seems so damn hard without my frens by my side. feeling so alone. feeling so useless.

entertain myself with some thing which nobody like me to do. knife? somehow. i nid you guys. to be with me till derh end. missing everything that has happen.

i am lost within.

whad derh hell????

2009-12-20T06:37:00.000-08:00

why mus this things happen to me... zzz... treat frens so nicely. treat sister as if we were blood sister... and yet. this kind of fucked up things happen... shit this fucking world. i hate this fucking part of my life.

i hate you. fuck you

even you...

2009-12-18T05:45:00.000-08:00

why do i treat my frens so good and get back this kind of things? you saying me? you treating me like an idiot, hoping that i will not know whad you do behind my back.

everybody is treating me like an idiot. i don wan to go on with this fucked up life anymore. i nvr wanna trust any of you guys anymore. i hate everyone.

nothing you guys do is making me feel as if i am liked by you guys. i hate this freaking part of my life.

forcing me to do things i nvr like, when i say no... you guys will say i am a party pooper. making me feel like i really am one.

changing for derh better?

2009-12-13T08:28:00.000-08:00

staying home often. being with my mother. waiting for you. hoping for another chance.

when i'm with you

2009-12-11T12:58:00.000-08:00

(when i'm with you, i'll make every second count. cos i miss you. whenever you're not around. when i kiss you... i still get butterflies years from now.)

would somebody give me an answer?

why mus there be such things as sisters in this world?
why is there is no one you can ever trust in this world?
why should there be such thing as trust?
why mus there be love in this world?
why cant our relationship jus be a fairytale?

angry!!

2009-12-09T02:41:00.000-08:00

lol. yesterday go club. kanna bounce out becos of cherly. so angry. but she very good to me. pei me. help me find ppl to sneak me in. and pei me until i manage to go in. hahas. cherly. i love you. yesterday dance till we really drop. nvr take a break . we jus stand on derh dance floor till derh club ends. had much fun. saw many of my frens. and saw fights. hahas. awaiting for derh next club. so many club this mth. cos school going to open

still waiting for my beloved piggy to return to my side. i love you derh most. muacks

event on derh 19th~~

2009-12-06T23:03:00.000-08:00

hey party ppl. derh is a event on derh 19th of dec. Fresh @ wavehouse. cool music. lovely girls. hot guys. many more jus @ wavehouse. dance till you drop!!! for more details tag me. (* don let derh nite go without having some fun. let derh music take you away.)

come on ppl. lets party till we drop

so lonely

2009-12-05T23:02:00.000-08:00

wahhhh.... everybody have a stead. i have one. but he is inside. not with me. haix. i really wish. somehow... he could be with me. every night. every day. together and forever. baby. i miss you. and my heart feels very empty with out you. why? haix... i love you. and i miss you

lost somewhere

2009-12-04T22:32:00.000-08:00

eugene luo jun xian! i miss you so much! i dreamt of you yesterday... it made me feel so happy. and when i woke up, i found derh jacket you gave to me. hahas. everything that happen made me so happy. but still, i haven recieve derh letter you told me you sent to me 1 mth ago. haix. i am so lost inside. and i am being accused everyday. i wish you could be with me everyday. telling me that everything will be alright. baby. i nid you back with me. and i love you so deeply to even break with you. i miss you so much.

sew me back

2009-12-01T22:59:00.000-08:00

(baby boii. you are now gone. lost without a trace. haix. where could you have gone? everyday is meaningless without you by my side.)

yesterday claudia and jesmine come my house and stay. hahas. claudia rape me yesterday. and jesmine slept on my bed like a dead log. no matter how loud we talk or laugh she can't hear a single thing. so we drawed on her face. hahhahas. life is so fun with my frens. "but meaningless without my love."

[could someone help me sew back my broken heart????]

lalalas

2009-11-23T17:24:00.000-08:00

24th event at butter fac!!!!.... 24dollars~~~~ gogogo... baby iie miss you soo damn fucking much...
hahas.
claudia... casselyn... simin... club till we drop! lol.
meet you all there!

i hate you derh most

2009-11-19T17:45:00.000-08:00

i really wanna be with my beloved piggy. but i donno why some ppl jus wanna kill derh piggy relationship.... haix. why can't i wait for you in peace??? whad's wrong with some ppl? i really love my boyfriend very much!!! i really wan him to be with me forever.. haix. baby boi i really love you. i really do... i miss you derh most!

stupid club!

2009-11-16T16:44:00.000-08:00

OMFG! go derh club... SPEND 22.... AND!!!!!!! nvr even lay a foot on derh dance floor!!!! lyk fuck it....

lined up for almost 3 hrs! drunk vodka and beer while waiting... but when out of derh queue when i was drunk. hehe. felt so drunk. so dizzy.... but very high...

STILL!!!! I SPEND 22 FOR NO FUCKING REASON!!! sobs. haix....

why can't my baby be with me now? WHY CANT HE BE WITH ME WHILE I AM NOT IN DERH CLUB? WHAD'S WRONG???

dead.

2009-11-15T16:26:00.000-08:00

my blog is so dead.!!! i miss my baby boi. i miss everything in my life and regrat not being with you when i can... i miss all my sisters...

last time we say "one no stead all no stead" now lei... all got stead only left one no stead....
lol. don worry las. simin... you will find your mr right soon. hehe
i love all my frens. but my stead derh most. baby iie am waiting furr euu. muacks. lol

sad

2009-11-05T10:01:00.000-08:00

omg! i have been crying for like almost everyday!!!. haix. i miss my baby boi very much!. miss derh happy times.!!! haix.

tmr wanna go shopping!!!! wanna go out and buy some new clothes. and wait for my beloved pig to come out. hahahas. i wanna change my looks and see if you will remember how i look like, hahahas. lol.

casselyn!!! i love you soo much. thanks for being there for me!!!

claudia!!!! thanks for meeting me when i am alone!!!

simin!!!! i hate you. lol. joking. everytime meet him. don wan me lerh. haha

caiyan!!! lalalas. take care your health las. don so naughty.

ah boon!!! welcome back to derh world. l0l. hahahas. stay happy!!!

ashley!!! last long with your pui eh!!!.

hahas. i love my baby derh most. muacks. with loads of kisses. ily. imy.iny

bored.

2009-10-24T08:31:00.000-07:00

yesterday ton.... with shiming and simin. omfg. derh worst day of my life. shiming run home. then go until hougang.!! me and simin follow her. go until there. me and simin felt pangseh. so we thought of going back to tiong. but no more mrt service and no enough money to take a bloody cab!!! so thought of asking ppl to come hougang and fetch us! when we found ppl to fetch me and shiming. simin wanted to come alone. so we asking derh person if he could ask another biker to come. but as they went back to their gang sonka. they nvr came back. like wth!

me. shiming and simin were like idiots at a bus stop thinking how are we going back to tiong or places where we have ppl to be with!!!! after 2 hours at derh bus stop zairong A.K.A bearbear. wanted to pay for our cab fare! we were so happy we quickly flag a cab and went abort. simin and shiming slept in derh cab as they felt sleepy. i had nothing to do. but wait for us to reach derh desination and call my bearbear.

after shiming went home. augustine fetch simin and zairong fetch me to jasper's old house. ashley and bruce were there. when we reached. me zr and augustine went to derh pool and its only 5 plus in derh morning! omg. simin was wet even though she did not went in derh pool. i was in derh pool. but we were hearing story from simin. hahahas. so funny.

iie miss miie beloved baby boii. iie am waiting furr euu. with loads of lurve. charlene

life is so boring

2009-10-21T05:41:00.000-07:00

i am so sick!!!!! OMG.... MISSING HIM SO BADLY!!! hahas.

today. meet caiyan at tiong. went to 18 chef to eat. eat till so full. when up toohh popular to shop... hahahas. stayed in derh for almost an hour. omg. so long. after we shop finish.... we went back to 18 chef to find simin. cozenne. jacklyn. saw casselyn while going to buy cigg. and soon claudia came. then her stead. but then went home soon after... cos not feeling well. hahas.

baby piggy. iie miss euu. muacks

baby, iie miss euu

2009-10-19T11:04:00.000-07:00

eugene luo!!! i miss you. give me a letter or something. i really wanna hear from you. i always see you in my dreams but can't seem to talk to you. why? no matter how loud i shout you can't seem to hear me. haix

so many problems this month.!!! i think i went toohh about.... 5 problems lerh. omg. lol. membina that one derh best of them all. hahas. i love it.

iie am nort gonna see euu anymore.=C

2009-10-11T09:01:00.000-07:00

baby... whiie mus euu leave miie jus like that. will euu be back with miie when euu come out??? iie really nid euu by my side. more then anyone. iie swear. iie really can't leave without euu. iie can't leave with no lurve. iie nid euu. haix. baby. iie will wait furr euu till euu come out. iie promise. iie lurve euu

bored.

2009-10-07T07:21:00.000-07:00

iie am so bored... today iisshh our 1st month. hahahas. iie lurve miie baby. and iie miss derh old times...

was suppose to meet shiming first. but in derh end iie meet simin. miie and simin when to griller toohh eat.. hahas. eat until so full. ^^ eat until half way saw shiming and one guy... guess who derh guy.(^.^) its bibi. hahahas. sooooo long nvr see him lerh. lol. then shiming left and when toohh bugis with him.

in derh late afternoon. me and simin meet up with claudia and yongjie. soon casselyn came. hahas. it seems like last time but. not as happy. =C sobs

miss everyone.!!!

whiie whiie whiie??

2009-10-06T11:38:00.000-07:00

whiie iisshh tis damn fucking world changing so much... whiie mus everything change all of a sudden??? everything seems so.... strange. iie hate this world.. but iie lurve miie boyfriend. and miiss miie frens. haix

iie really donno whad toohh do.

2009-09-30T12:48:00.001-07:00

ANYBODY!!!!!!!!!!! PLS!!!!!!!!!!!!! help me. iie really donno whad toohh do. iie really donno whad toohh say... iie really wish iie could turn back derh hands of time. and change all my mistakes. iie really wish miie guardian angel would come and tell miie whad toohh do. or maybe help me change derh stupid mistakes that iie ever done and regret. pls.

IIE AM SORRY FOR ALL DERH MISTAKES IIE EVER DONE AND WISH THAT EVERYTHING WOULD JUS GO AWAY AS IF IT WAS A DREAM.

HELP ME.

whad's wrong with everything???

2009-09-30T12:25:00.000-07:00

whiie does everything look so wrong when its rite??? whiie mus everything come so early??? whiie can't everything be stopped and reverse back toohh where iie wan it toohh be and stop derh mistakes from happening??? whiie can iie only regret and look back and think whiie am iie so stupid???

pls....
someone tell me this damn answer so iie can jus relax miie mind and go toohh sleep in peace :(

lalalas

2009-09-19T18:58:00.000-07:00

today so bored... eugene. feli. sam.caicai. ho meng at my house. still so bored. all talking about things i will nvr understand. hahahahas. i am such a small kid. lol. hahahas. love him lots. and miss casselyn. hahas

yesterday? today? tomorrow?

2009-09-18T19:38:00.000-07:00

yesterday, ashley go redhill find her pui eh. then eugene with his frens. i go tiong alone. sobs. smoke alone. play alone. felt so lonely. hahas. iie don blame any of euu cos... ashley got her pui eh to take care. and eugene got his frens to be with. hahahas. iie lurve euu two. =D

boi arh... iie yesterday jus seen euu but iie still miss euu. whiie iisshh this so? iie don wanna be so sticky. but iie really can't. imy!!! euu are sleeping like a pig now. hahas.

tmr???? iie donno whad's derh plan for tmr. nobody make any arrangment.... lol. ANYONE WHO HAS PLANS FURR TMR CONTACT ME. HAHAS.... bored at home. =D love everyone from tiong and ppl i know

argh!!. iie hate this..

2009-09-15T16:23:00.000-07:00

zhuzhu. euu are going court!!!!. iie don wan euu toohh go in. haix. iie really don wish toohh see euu like this.. iie wan euu toohh always be with miie. and be happy all derh time. iie lurve euu..

TODAYS PLAN!!!!
go mac to study. till miie baby court... then go his court... go miie counselling.. then after counselling. go swimming at miie beloved cousin(ASHLEY)house.. swim until i die also can. hahas. haix. iie haven sleep enough.

iie hate derh laws in singapore. hurr

bored las!!!!!!!

2009-09-11T18:32:00.000-07:00

eugene!!! euu sleepig in miie room... ashley!!!!! euu using spoiled lappy in my living room....hehehe....i using good lappy. and still dying... because.... it iishh damn fucking bored...!!!! someone save miie.. sobs. iie miss casselyn. simin. claudia. zhi xiu. caiyan. jeremy. bruce. zairong. jasper. teckliang. banana. tian cheng. emerson. everybody from tiong!!!!!!. everyone iisshh mia-ing from tiong. iie donno why. =c (missing derh times we had. when we were all together)

we are together

2009-09-11T17:44:00.000-07:00

baby boii. iie lurve euu so much euu know?? we are together furr 5 days lerh. iie lurve euu. and iie hope toohh last long with you. it would be already 5th month if she would not come in this relationship...
And derh truth iisshh we would be together furr afew months already if it wont be furr euu. (stupid big boobs. i think also act one big only...)
iie lurve euu boii. muacks.

ashley iisshh despo furr sex, cigg, megan fox, other girls. and miie...
euu lurve miie. heuheuheu

Why don't you trust me?

2009-09-09T14:12:00.001-07:00

Why can't you just believe me? Even though I lied to you in the past, I'm trying my best to get back your trust. Today, is seriously went to find one small boy that went missing because of me, but why do you make it as if I am going to find some other guys like that? I really do love you and it's not like I would cheat on you. If I would cheat on you, I wouldn't have fallen for you at first right? Baby, would you just give me one more chance and trust me once again? Baby, I love you.

lalalalalas.

2009-09-06T01:06:00.000-07:00

baby!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! euu so so so so sweet euu know???? hahahas. iie lurve euu so so so much. and iie don wish toohh lose euu again. euu understand??? iie will try miie best toohh wait furr euu when euu are inside... iie will do miie best... iie lurve euu baby...

zairong... thanks furr derh domokun. and derh late update in blog. thanks and sry.
ashley... iie lurve euu.. bruce lurve euu more.. iie lurve him derh most.wahahahas.
dennis.... chocolate arh.... thanks thanks... wahahahahas.

haix. where you go??

2009-09-04T11:43:00.001-07:00

baby... where euu go sial?? and iie donno if iie did derh rite thing toohh her... haix.. baby.... fast reply me.. faster come out las... =C sobs....

missing miie baby boii.

am iie doing derh rite thing??

2009-09-01T09:59:00.000-07:00

tooh day sooooooo..... BORED!!!! hahahhas. naomi was at my house. then when wake up.. go bath.. go tiong... went home before 7... omg..!!!!... first time arh.. hahahas.
iie donno if iie can really trust euu... but iie really wan eugene toohh talk toohh miie... haix. awhile more going out. toohh find naomi and ashley( miie cousin!!!)...donno whiie iie do soohh much things furr euu. don even know if its worth it. iie lurve euu... iie really wish tooh get euu back...

whad toohh do?

2009-08-27T11:15:00.001-07:00

today???? saw euu with her. haix. iie can't seem toohh forget euu... iie don't know why. iie do still lurve euu. but iie am flirting around so iie can forget euu.. iie know am wrong toohh do that... iie really wan euu. haix. but iie will not break euu two up. iie promise. haix. iie nid euu more then euu ever expect. haix

iie think iie don't nid euu

2009-08-25T09:32:00.000-07:00

hey girl... thanks furr everything euu did... iie maybe sad and heart broken... but since he lurve euu... iie guess iie should jus let it go... iie am sorry eugene... still gurl.. iie hate euu derh most... euu are miie fren and euu did this toohh hurt miie heart. nvm... it's ok... forgive and forget... -.- iie was jus hoping he would celebrate miie birthday with miie when miie birthday come. he promised miie.

but iie guess promise were meant toohh be broken.. so iie am nvr gonna believe anyone. anymore...

(trying toohh forget him.. don worry.. iie will not take him away from euu. and like.... as if he wants me back... haix)

hate this world

2009-08-24T11:48:00.000-07:00

iie am nvr gonna trust anyone except furr casselyn and my cousin. iie have heard from ppl that love iisshh selfish. thats why they rather live in a lonely life. iie really do wanna try that. and feel how does it feel like. happy? sad? or whad. but boii. iie would wait furr euu if she can't i swear.

miie birthday is coming

2009-08-24T11:43:00.000-07:00

iie guess miie birthday present from euu iisshh a surprise from you toohh miie... saying that euu are together with her rite? euu promised miie euu would celebrate miie birthday with miie. euu told miie nvr toohh lie toohh euu . and i did it. but euu jus broke miie heart with derh worst birthday present ever. 5days before miie birthday and such things has already happen... whad else iisshh gonna happen?

iie am having probation. and iie can't celebrate miie birthday. asking euu toohh be with miie on that day only iisshh so hard then being with her.... iie got nothing toohh say. euu hate miie now. iie know. euu don wanna see miie anymore... iie know... iie deleted all your pictures. and messages euu sent toohh miie and iie sent toohh euu. iie hope euu are happy.

derh truth iisshh out.

2009-08-24T11:32:00.000-07:00

haix. thanks furr derh things euu done furr miie, my lurve. iie maybe a small kid toohh euu. but guess whad? this small kid wanna learn to treasure things. iie maybe toohh sticky furr euu... but at least euu could tell miie. iie will not get hurt. but guess whad? iie found out everything by myself. haix. whad iisshh wrong with this world? whiie mus there be ppl like her? iie cannot say anything cos euu lurve her. but iie can wait furr euu without going close toohh euu two.

iie will not spoil derh relationship euu have . iie will wait furr euu toohh come out. iie promise toohh derh whole world. iie promise euu. that iisshh derh most important one. even if iie flirt around... iie will not like derh guy more then iie lurve euu. euu seriously stole miie heart and then crush it like its there for fun.

haix, iie lurve euu boy.
iie hate derh world.
iie hate that girl. but iie really cannot do anything
haix

whiie??

2009-08-14T09:00:00.000-07:00

baby boii . whiie are you avoiding miie? whiie do euu not message miie? do euu know iie am very heart broken? do euu know iie miiss euu? boii. iie lurve euu so much. and wanna wait furr euu. iie lurve euu

wtf las!!!!!!!

2009-08-11T12:18:00.000-07:00

wei . whiie euu like that sial. fcuk euu la boii.. whiie euu always like that toohh miie sial.. arh!!!!!!! forget it. its because iie lurve euu that whiie iie forgive euu . its because iie lurve euu iie mus not care about euur attitude. haix. baby iie lurve euu . but whiie. haix

lion dance. lalalas.

2009-08-08T18:16:00.000-07:00

OMFG. nobody ask you to come for lion dance and yet you come. don you feel... erm. pai seh? even zhi xiong say : i nvr ask her come why she come. hahahas. i donno why i keep givin you derh cigg. aiyo. i don wanna quarrel lerh,but you keep on like that. sian

OH MOTHER CB. SEE TILL GHOST

2009-08-03T09:07:00.000-07:00

Hihi everybody. Charlene that bitch is sitting beside me right now, so annoying. The room's so bloody dark, and the handphone light is lighting up her face. nb, so scary. Just watched Incredible tales just now, I think she looks like the ghost.

Charlene boobs damn fucking flat, that's why she wears layered shirts that add like, 2 cup sizes into her chest. I think tomorrow when she wake up, her teeth suddenly shoot out and her eye got one mole. how? Don't love her lor. Siannnn 1/2, my teeth protrude out so much, nobody wanna fuck me. That's why I'm a virgin. Not because I protect myself. Even if people put plastic bag cover my head, I also no figure. Double sian.

(not really charlene las. change derh name ba..)

ER... I love JX*

wahhhhh. sian

2009-08-01T09:22:00.001-07:00

today is sian until cannot sian one lor. =c sobs. when to bukit ho swee lan with cai yan and koranis. play L4D till sian. go play audi. play until sian. then we go smoke. lol. smoke finish go back tiong. lalalas. play takken also play until sian. lol. nothing to do at tiong lerh. how? lol. [baby boii iie miss euu so much.]

(iie am still waiting furr euu)

lol

2009-08-01T02:00:00.001-07:00

ehhh. at least i can flirt with ppl. i am not like you also. i don have a mole at my eye. i don have buck tooth. and i have boobs for your infomation. you have nothing.. omg. from side view. flat. front view flat. only know how to wear derh green tube top to make yourself have boobs. cos there is many layer for that clothes. i don nid to wear so many layer la hor. thanks again for making me look like i have bigger boobs then you. and making me think that i look better then you

ahhhh.

2009-07-28T18:37:00.001-07:00

like whad derh hell? iie took out derh pentagram necklace. and guess whad. miie leg cramp, head pain, still got nightmare. whiie iisshh that so? nothing iisshh good about this. ahhhh. help miie!!! somebody

guess whad?

2009-07-27T10:54:00.000-07:00

hey, iie don nid euu toohh comment on who iie wanna be. whiie don't euu care about how euu wanna be more then euu caring for who others wanna be. euu urself are not perfect and euu are trying toohh make others perfect?. hah! even if iie am a flirt toohh euu or plk toohh others. iie don nid ppl toohh comment miie. thanks!. but iie really wan euu toohh be miie fren again. haix. iie am sorry furr everything. iie really wan toohh get back toohh derh past where all of us are happy. when we are sad. we have each other toohh be there furr one another. haix. (wishing toohh get back toohh derh past and be together once again.) sorry guys

wtf?

2009-07-27T09:55:00.000-07:00

hey. iie did not say anything about euu. whiie mus euu say things about miie? and pls las. everybody know how euu talking about. iie really got nothing toohh say. but maybe iie do have one thing toohh say. iie am who iie am. and iie lurve miie. nobody iin derh world iisshh fuking prefect euu understand? euu have no rites toohh say miie cos euu are not much better then miie. iie am not looking furr trouble. but iishh derh truth. understand?

lost.

2009-07-26T09:19:00.000-07:00

baby boii. are euu avoiding miie? whiie don euu wanna answer miie call. whiie don euu reply miie call and messages. iie am really worried. haix. iie am lost without euu

haix. hate this.

2009-07-24T10:36:00.000-07:00

baby boii. today iie saw euu. but euu didn't see miie at all. iie really donno whad's wrong with derh world. iie really wish toohh see euur face. iie really do miss euu and want someone toohh pei miie walk home and talk toohh miie when iie am sad. iie don wanna be alone

iie did't see euu today

2009-07-23T07:38:00.000-07:00

baby boii. where euu? iie today nvr see you. how? iie really wan to see euu lei . lovely. faster. come meet me. faster haix

whiie am iie so dumb?

2009-07-23T02:07:00.000-07:00

iie took too much of miie cough medi. and before iie go to school. iie vomited once at tiong mac's toilet. then after that we took derh mrt to school. then when reach dover mrt, simin bring miie go toilet again. iie vomit again. haix. so xin ku. miie head now still so pain. haix. someone take care of me... haix.=c

whad are you thinking now?

2009-07-21T09:31:00.000-07:00

baby. whiie mus euu hurt miie so badly? euu told miie euu lurve miie. but...it feels more like euu hate miie more and more every single day. is there something i did that really make euu lose fade and trust in miie? pls tell miie derh mistake i did. tell miie where iie go wrong. iie am really lost

wah. today fight. lol

2009-07-21T09:13:00.000-07:00

wahahas, today go school. so boring. but after school derh best. wahahahas. my fren got problem ask miie sub her in fight. i sub her. and derh girl jialat sial. =x hahahas. head blue black cos kanna push to wall then whack her head hit till wall. lol. hand all bleed cos i scratch her till bleed. then she cry in derh end. but i feel very sad for her las. cos i still treat her as fren. not say close friend arh!~!~! but my leg one side pain sial. lol. donno why . sad. (*baby ily!)

i am sorry baby

2009-07-20T07:55:00.000-07:00

haix. baby. i wanted to take bike go home that why i ask him send me home. can you pls don be angry with me. i really didn't mean to make you angry. i really sorry. sorry baby. i wan you back again. pls. pls my love. forgive me. sorry

so happy. wahahas.

2009-07-20T07:04:00.000-07:00

hahahas. today miie simin and casselyn take moto go home. hahas. simin happy sial. hahas. i also happy. but scared miie baby angry. haix. sorry baby. iloveyou

whiie miie hus phone sot?

2009-07-19T12:04:00.001-07:00

OMG. iie wanna call him!!!!!!!!!! but miie house phone sot liao. don let miie call him. baby iie wan call euu talk. iie miss euu so much.. whiie like this??? ahhhh. help miie.. iie nid toohh hear euur voice.

lurve?

2009-07-19T10:32:00.000-07:00

iisshh there such thing as true lurve? everytime i wonder. everytime i wait furr euu. euu nvr seem toohh be mine. whiie iisshh that so? everytime i say iie lurve euu. euu reply miie with a iie do toohh . but iisshh derh words euu say from derh bottom of euur heart? or isit jus another word toohh make miie feel that euu do lurve miie? whiie iisshh miie life like this? Some one pls help miie with this painful game i always play

its almost done!

2009-07-19T06:22:00.001-07:00

yay!.!.! thanks shiming for helping miie with miie blogg. hahas. it looks nice. it looks emo. it match my feelings and derh feeling i have for him. hahas. thanks again shiming. lovelovelovelove

ForgottenPAST

2009-07-19T06:14:00.000-07:00

Heyohs !(:

reiko here (:
just came back home from charlene's house downstairs . slacked until damn bored can . now helping charlene edit her new blogskin . hope she likes it yeahh .

please leave your names && links , && i'll help yous link her . thanks (:

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♥ -Reiko`s

do tag before yous leave ♥

wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

2009-07-19T03:14:00.001-07:00

i am still dying at home. so long. time past so slow. using comp for whole day.... shiming mother finally go out of house. she meeting me at her house downstairs. but she so long.....zzzz... why isit that i have to wait so long for ppl everytime. shiming ask me go bath. i bath come out guess whad she say. (i now go bath.) OMG. i bath finish. my hair dry lerh. i thought finally can go out... but cannot... haix. i going to fall asleep soon. HELP ME. SOMEBODY!!!!!!!!!!!

boring sial

2009-07-19T00:21:00.000-07:00

today.... nothing to do. wake up at 1 plus. wanted to call ppl go out with me. but guess whad. no one answer.... all still sleeping like pig.... omg. so use derh comp. wanted to play audi. but... audi cannot play.!!!!!!!!! omg. so i use my lappy. tv also nothing to watch. then wanna rot at home lerh. haven smoke. haven eat. dying because i am damn bored also. haix

miie ang kong.

2009-07-16T10:17:00.001-07:00

wahahahs. got my first tattoo. hahs. painful. but can tahan. hahas. derh feeling shiok sial. =x hahas. feel like putting somemore. but no money. anyone wanna spon me money put? hahas. i will be very greatful to whoever who wants to help me. hahas

miie ang kong.

2009-07-16T10:17:00.000-07:00

not feeling well??

2009-07-15T22:47:00.000-07:00

everyone in school is not feeling well. alot ppl nvr come to school. i got cough and flu. nvr go school for one week. but i have mc. derh teacher say wanna call police and report to them and wanna say i am always late for school. that is like so wrong... i have mc. and i am not coming to school is because even if i go to school. they will send me home cos of my cough and flu. why isit like this. haix

euu are back!

2009-07-07T10:24:00.001-07:00

babiie boy. euu are back in miie life. iie lurve euu so much and iie hope you know. today at tiong... saw caiyan with steph and teck liang. cai yan ask miie go with her awhile and since teck liang is 18 thought maybe i could ask him to buy cigg for miie. and he did. so we went to smoke together. but iie felt very funny with them as iie am not so close with them. so after awhile. iie went toohh look for simin and shiming. we den went into derh arcade and played some games. iie did have fun. but iie knew derh funn will soon be gone. cos iie had a feeling i would be sad once again. and it really happen. but still iie got to see euu . thanks everyone

i did something wrong

2009-06-28T06:47:00.001-07:00

baby, i waited for euu and iie did derh wrong things. i am sorry. i am still waiting for euur return. iloveyou. missing euu always.euu made me got fever. i think of euu too much

i did something wrong

2009-06-28T06:47:00.000-07:00

baby, i waited for euu and iie did derh wrong things. i am sorry. i am still waiting for euur return. iloveyou. missing euu always.euu made me got fever. i think of euu too much

i'm still waiting.

2009-06-25T23:55:00.000-07:00

miie lurve. iie am still waiting furr euur return. iie mus wait till euu come back with miie. iie lurve euu very much. even if iie don see euu.. euu ll always come into miie mind and tell miie euu lurve miie. baby.... ILY

NO MONEY FURR CLUB???

2009-06-25T23:50:00.000-07:00

OMG.... i waited so long furr clubbing and guess whad happen???i've got no money. luckily, ppl willing to lend me sial. if not can go jump down building. hahahas. St james not say very fun las.... derh song very sux.... somemore claudia pang seh me and casselyn. sad bodoh.. me and casselyn dance until leg cramp. after derh club. all wan go home. BUT........ all no money go home.... diao... -.- wanted to wait furr first bus. but al wan go home faster knock out liao. so we dig out all derh money we have and took cab home. wahahahas. thanks casselyn.

waiting furr miie clubbing day

2009-06-24T12:06:00.000-07:00

Clubbing... faster...omg... even thought st james is not derh best place to club. iie wanna go there with casselyn and claudia...simin iie really hope euu can come with us and have fun with us. iie jus hope iie have derh money to go there and have some fun with miie best friends. iie lurve them loads.

iie miss miie baby

2009-06-24T11:46:00.000-07:00

baby. you left without a goodbye. why mus you do this thing to me. derh day you said you love me was the day you left me. why can't you promise me? to nvr leave my side. nvr make me sad. nvr making me worried? why mus euu hurt me so bad? iie really do lurve euu alot. whiie cant euu understand miie? whiie??? tell miie derh answer